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神情懊恼，瞅着纠结无b。                                                                                                             “如果你这么认为，那就是这样吧！”                                                                                                             靳骐冷冷地说出这一句。                                                                                                             听到靳骐这么说的时候，我突然觉得有种很难以言喻的感觉，真不知道是该为自己这么多年来未忘的情感而哀悼还是别的什么。                                                                                                             我未放下的是过往，而他没放下的……却只是偏执而已。                                                                                                             如果在这个时候他能够在多说一点，再多辩解一点，或者我会……我会……                                                                                                             我也不知道我会怎么样，也不知道会改变些什么，或者，多说什么多做什么都已经是没有用了。                                                                                                             靳骐坐了没一会就走了，我也不拦他，反正该来的总是会来，该走的总是要走的，强求不来，就算是强求也强求不到。                                                                                                             我维持着最后的动作不动，蜷缩在沙发上。                                                                                                             不得不感叹李澈的家具选的不错，在沙发上窝那么久也没有觉得难受，果然所有的东西都是烧钱的才是最好。                                                                                                             李澈回来的时候，我也还蜷在沙发上，宅nv逛街总是觉得有点痛苦的，会手脚发软，即便是坐下来之后也会觉得腿不停地发抖。                                                                                                             “在呢？”                                                                                                             李澈看了我一眼。                                                                                                             “今天不做饭？”他问，声音里头一派理所当然。                                                                                                             “我又不是煮饭婆，我的功效难道就是煮饭么？”